I am awake and immediately awash in deep-joy-sighing gratitude.
Yes, it's thanksgiving weekend, but that's not even my first thought.
It's that wild freedom feeling of a Saturday with absolutely nothing written on the calendar! The first one in what feels like a long, long time. I linger in bed for many minutes more to savour it. To let it wrap around me like an enthusiastic hug.
This space, right now, this weekend, this wide open Thanksgiving weekend, bridges a very demanding September, and the final packing and prep for my next trip to Thailand. And it feels like someone opened the window in a room stuffy with expectations, and let all the gratitude pour in.
Yesssss!!!!!
My list of thanksgivings then (in no particular order):
- For a weekend that actually feels like a weekend.
- For the anticipation of pumpkin pie.
- For the timely and effective attention I received this week when some GI issues flared up again.
- For reassurances from both the travel clinic doctor and my own family doctor that I am cleared to go.
- For getting the final load out of the storage bin, and how that feels like the last of the to dos on the big thing that was our move.
- For the help of our strong son who took his day off to do that with his Dad.
- For being ahead of the game in preparations for teaching and preaching in Thailand.
- For being ahead of the game in gathering and packing.
- For challenging conversations about the delicate space between seeking unity and compassion, while still standing up to what's actually wrong.
- For not just having grandkids, but being able to nurture connective, unique and dynamic relationships with them.
- For lunches with steady friends who are good for the soul.
- For the cardinals in our yard.
- For the responsive generosity of long time faithful friends, and brand new interested friends in helping to meet unexpected needs at Hot Springs over the past weeks.
- For carrot cake recipes that turn out.
- For forgiveness, because who could be anything without it.
- For the anticipation of Thanksgiving Worship on Sunday.
And I could go on and on and on.
But it's time to get up and do the slow and easy things there are to do, and immerse myself in the day.
Thankiest of Thanksgivings to you, friends!
Wishing you long lists of your own.
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